Emo day

I don't really know what to say, except that I might not be able to come back to cheerleading anymore. I might not be able to return to training due to my back possibly taking a long time to heal, so I might not ever be able to return to stunts in case I re-injure myself.

So..

I feel like everything I love or matters to me is being taken away from me.

It was an emotional and depressing day today. That was just one factor.

I seem to be running out of things to look forward to as the days go by.

By the way, does anyone have a handycam I can borrow for a month? I need it for internship.