Life is like such a game show

The job hunt thus far has honestly been rather frustrating to say the least. I have so many rejections, and a lot of tentative offers. Tentative as in nothing's confirmed, leaving me hanging and waiting and wondering, whether to wait for it (which isn't definite you'd get it) or find something else less wonderful. Which has rendered me in a position whereby I'm hanging in mid-air amongst a sea of these tentative offers. None of which are guaranteed to go through, so you don't know which to give up/hold on to etc, or whether to just abandon them all and fill in my application form for the nearest Starbucks.

I'm WAITING. Waiting for this, waiting for that, waiting and waiting and seeing what happens.

For now I still can do that. But in due time, I won't be able to afford the luxury of waiting. I have no idea what's going to happen in one month's time, or even what's going to happen in the next couple of weeks.

It's like playing 'Deal or No Deal' in real life. You don't know whether to give up your box for the banker's offer, or to wait for a better offer, or to stick with it. Because every box you open changes the circumstances and every step has unpredictable consequences for you. Making decisions - You either end up congratulating yourself, hitting yourself in the head, or accepting what happened. And the dynamics can keep alternating at each decision made.

Thanks everyone who have been helping me, I absolutely and definitely appreciate it.

I'm still holding on!! Something good is going to happen to me! Yes it will!