One thing I ask

I am back online after 4 days without internet..but only for a short while, have to leave the house in a little while...

It is very difficult....

I'm flying both JW and Expo shows...every night, every day, rehearsal...

The fight for me doesn't end after Christmas..

Attack comes from everywhere (as with every production)...

It hurts.......it hurts more than anyone will ever understand, in more ways than anyone could understand...

Only God remains my strength.....

Because its really really tough.

It hurts everywhere, and I still have to battle another round after Christmas..

Glorious Redeemer.

More of You, oh Lord
More of You, in my life, Holy Spirit

God, I prayed, and I prayed, and I prayed..preserve me.

Even when people are determined to whack me down, even when the devil hates my guts so much he wants to whack me everywhere, inside and out..

PRESERVE ME!

Its like having knives through my back, front, and heart.

PRESERVE ME FATHER.

No weapon formed against me shall prosper.

The faithful and the just will see the reward..

Preserve me, Lord.

By Your blood, by Your word, by Your love for us all.

Merry Christmas to all in advance. Don't forget the reason for the season, as you celebrate.

John 3:16.