Like she said, I reached my limit..
For the past two months at least, I have been enduring all kinds of nonsense and emotional abuse, from every single area of my life, from various people, ranging from complete strangers to family members.
It just seems to be piling more and more, and my limit, my threshold for this kind of silent suffering, has reached Maximum...
Have not shared much with anybody, maybe a little here and there with various people, but no one has the full picture.
Obviously did not write in this blog, as this is a public blog.
Usually, when I am not happy, I will not blog. I'd rather avoid having people who don't know me well to judge me as 'self-pitying' or such.
I've been feeling so horribly alone for a very long time, but at least I feel a bit better today, when some people still rally round for me..
The worst part is not all the problems, but the feeling of facing them all alone..
Feel better enough (just a little at least) to blog, because I realise there are people who are still willing to love me despite not knowing anything, but they just readily do..contrast that with some other friends, who are a little too eager to 'encourage' or 'counsel' you with the 'usual' words. It's little wonder I stopped talking altogether.
像我这样的
你会不会
来爱我..?
Saturday, February 7, 2009
limit?
at 06:06
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