Mini Emerge 2009

I had a horrible nightmare last night. I dreamt that something happened to my face, and my skin was all blotchy and purple, I just looked in the mirror and discovered it was like that.

I was so afraid of looking in the mirror this morning.

Had a hard time getting up, spent 2 hours rolling in my bed, very uncharacteristically did not want to go to service, even was halfway reaching for the phone to sms someone that I didn't want to serve for mini emerge, too tired to go for service etc..

Well I forced myself to go, cos this is obviously not MY thoughts....

Thank God I did, it was a great service! :)

Felt the breathless syndrome again right after Pst said something inspiring like "the youth are going to blahblahblah", like my clothes were too tight or something. Went away after 5 minutes or so I think.

ROAR!!!!!!!!!

Something good must be going to happen to me, lol.

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On (hopefully) unrelated note, my stomach has been acting up recently. From time to time it happens..certain food triggers off bad reactions..weak stomach since long time..

I don't know what to eat anymore that won't make me feel horrible..argh...