Symphonia

One reason that I declared I would never, ever, want to be a journalist:

I can't take it.

I can't look at all the news everyday, with people dying, with all the disasters, with all the sad news, and be expected to put on the brave, poker faced front to report on it. Every day of the week, that's your job. Face all the emotional trauma and report on it.

I can't even read the newspapers without feeling sad.

Which is probably why the closest I get to it is on reporting Entertainment and lifestyle. Where nobody dies, no suffering, and its all happy stuff.

I'm not deluding myself, I know bad things happen.

But given a choice, shouldn't I be allowed to choose Not to be exposed to it every day?

Haiz.

:(

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I'm not perfect, so don't expect me to be.

Again, the bottomline: It's between God and I.

I don't expect anyone to fully understand, but I do what I do as I've always done, for ONE reason.

If you're going to be there to support me, thank you. If not, thank you too.

CHOOSING to be happy.. :)