Munchkin kitty!

The cutest kitty ever!



♥!

Er, I'm supposed to be studying or doing something more useful..*coughs*

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My want list...aka to buy sooner or later this year..next few months or after clearing this arise and build..

-havianas (gold, silver, or black)
-bag from Charles and Keith (or something like it)
-accessories from that 4th floor shop in Heeren (is it called Cactus & Pine, or is that next door??). Eyeing the leopard print lighter necklace, laptop necklace, chunky bracelets..etc.

I forgot what else..

This post totally ran off from its original intention..

Greater is He who's in me

Great is our God and worthy to be praised...

Even though its a storm now, but believe I can get through. Faith!!

Beginning to figure out what I need to do..

And God does answer prayers.

Thank God for the best friends He placed in my life, to advise or encourage me..

Thank You for a good ministry too (meaning all).

Phil 3:14
I press toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.

and Phil 4:13
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.

I am looking forward to CONQUERING this 2009 with God leading my way. Many things to come.."greater things have yet to come"..

random bday wishlist

THANK YOU GOD for Your protection, always.

I believe in the power of prayer.

Sometimes, I may not be able to understand what God is doing in my life. Why some things happen, or some things don't happen..

But, in the end, its always cos of His divine plan.

I'll never be able to understand fully, but I'm going to learn to trust Him more..!

Especially when I pray for certain things, and things start to happen, I must be more accepting of it..

Open heart needs open mind. And even bigger open ears to hear HS.

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Still waiting for the day I can do this.. :(

I wonder if I ask for this as my birthday present from my parents, will they let me..?

Or they might just throw me in the swimming pool..

Yes, I can do it after turning 21 without asking them, but its not very nice..God, tell me how? Want to maintain Your commandment of honouring parents, but at the same time want to go for it..

(pray somemore is the only thing I can do..)

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I guess I should be coming out with some bday wishlist..

I know everyone is giving into building fund..so I don't really expect presents, if its hard..

I'm (in)famous for asking people to give me socks for the past 5 years (I need it and it helps you save money what....)

People have since -_- at me and refuse to humour me anymore....and I already got enough sock supply..

So, I'm attempting to be more normal this time, since it's 21st bday and all..Here's some stuff I randomly want..

*ahem* RANDOM WISHLIST LOL!

1) Accesories (key words: unique, funky, unusual, bold, cool, big)
This includes things like Watches, hats, bracelets/bangles, chokers, belts, caps, etc..

The more the merrier!

2) Fragrances (key words: floral, sweet, refreshing)
Ok, actually fragrances are very random, but I don't know what else to put in this 'wishlist'..

I like Adidas floral dream..so anything along that line..But..what I really want is Salvatore Ferragamo for Women..but so ex....

I don't mind tester, I can put into my own mini bottle! :D

3) Clothes
Vouchers also can. Haha.

Don't mind jeans, or any clothes you think suits me..you all should know what I like/look good in..includes shoes (all types) and jackets. I'm a jacket/hoodie freak!

4) Bags (key words: durable, classic/easy to match?, practical, pretty)
It's really hard to shop for me, if you look at my list so far...

5) $$$
Hahahaha. Who doesn't want? Anyone want to give love offering? =X

And here's my how-I-wish list...

6) DSi (I don't have a PSP or DS at all. The DSi is the newest version, but yet to reach sg.)
7) Netbook/mini laptop
8) Books, CDs (have a lot that I want..)
9) MP3 player (to replace the one that kena stolen....:( )
10) Blackberry or windows mobile enabled phone
11) CAR!!!
12) Concert tickets (to Jason Mraz, Coldplay..)

..ok, this list is very lame and random. And probably not very helpful. ^^;;

Actually, I just want to be going out with a bunch of good friends on my bday. :) Because that day don't have choir pract right?? Dinner dinner dinner~? Currently have no plans.. >.<;;

My love language is Acts of Service!! Show your care creatively, ok? :D

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GST offset package, whoots! Gahmen giving me bday present..HAHA....

Happy Valentine's Day

"Beauty is in the eye of the beholder" is indeed true, as are all the other cliches, especially during Valentine's Day.

Anyway, I only successfully went for 4/5 prayer meetings this week..bah..missed by one!

Two months time, I shall get it all~

Been reflecting on some stuff, thinking of my plans for the rest of this year and maybe all the way to early next year..

On the more immediate end, I have to start taking some action..I think and I think (and I think somemore), but I'm not really going anywhere. Have to start moving my feet (and hands) for those things already..A bit frustrating, but no choice. Got to do what you've got to do, when its time to..

Ending = New beginnings..

The CNY dialect drama was a success!! Thanks EVERYONE for your hard work! But my work is not over yet, still need to do Citynews write up for it..

Want to thank everyone who added love units to my love bank, when it was obvious how 'bankrupt' I was..loves to all..

Body ached today (Monday), in the end I had to go to riverwalk for evening PM..but its SO crowded..think I'll be making sure I go to HoG for next few days, see whether its better..

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I miss the english drama team, but I've already decided since last year, that I don't want to be 'mobilised' until after Easter 2009 at least.. =)

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School school school school school..........

Please poke me on msn to do my assignments..literally every week I have something due..

=X

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Am currently attempting to keep awake and go for morning PM straight, then school, then to choir pract..

Will I make it?! Is this crazy? Siao liao..

But I'm not the only one staying up apparently! Haha..at least got someone to chat to so won't be so boring..

It's already 3am now..*goes do stuff and continues post later*

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Now that one major event has concluded, along with January..what's in store for the rest of the year?

An Ending means New Beginnings..but what kind of new beginnings are coming?

So fast, one and half months is finished!

EEKS I forgot I have to study for my final theory..2nd attempt..-_- its on Feb 20..

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The person who was staying up too, gave up.. :( (want to put disclaimer first, I did not ask her to stay up, she happened to find me on msn first, and tell me she decided to stay up)

She started giving lots of those excuses to justify herself for not going for morning PM..too tiring to pray early in the morning, don't like having so many people around when praying, so crowded..etc..

What I feel, it's only 'Want' or 'Don't Want' with God.

I thank God though, that she trusts me enough to share some of her personal life with me..being open to me..I'm given a privilege as a friend, when people share with me..

If you're reading my blog, I Love YOU ok gal..I'm praying for you..thank you for giving me access to your life.. :)

Jiayou ok..I believe in you, and God is with you..believe you know but is just feeling a bit confused over what to do now bah..

Anytime I'm here, just to lend you the listening ear you need bah.. :)

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It reminded me of something..I seriously don't like 'ai mai ai mai' (undecided, fickle, one minute yes another minute no) type of guys. My future husband must be decisive (but not to the point of dominant; got to be considerate to my opinions too of course), and keep to his word. As in, don't everything also 'anything' or 'up to you' or 'I don't know', and definitely don't promise something, but never deliver..

Btw, I DID manage to stay up after all..about 4.30am now..muahaha..=D Call me crazy, but I'm too ONzzzzz for morning PM tomorrow/later, don't know why..I'm not so overly religious ok, I guiltily overslept on Monday morning and went to evening PM, remember..hmm....

I think, I'm so gonna get my coffee when I go to school...^^

limit?

Like she said, I reached my limit..

For the past two months at least, I have been enduring all kinds of nonsense and emotional abuse, from every single area of my life, from various people, ranging from complete strangers to family members.

It just seems to be piling more and more, and my limit, my threshold for this kind of silent suffering, has reached Maximum...

Have not shared much with anybody, maybe a little here and there with various people, but no one has the full picture.

Obviously did not write in this blog, as this is a public blog.

Usually, when I am not happy, I will not blog. I'd rather avoid having people who don't know me well to judge me as 'self-pitying' or such.

I've been feeling so horribly alone for a very long time, but at least I feel a bit better today, when some people still rally round for me..

The worst part is not all the problems, but the feeling of facing them all alone..

Feel better enough (just a little at least) to blog, because I realise there are people who are still willing to love me despite not knowing anything, but they just readily do..contrast that with some other friends, who are a little too eager to 'encourage' or 'counsel' you with the 'usual' words. It's little wonder I stopped talking altogether.

像我这样的
你会不会
来爱我..?

Firstfruits.

Was counting all my hongbao (red packets) in the afternoon, so that I could set aside my tithe for service..it was a little sad, because the total hongbao amount was quite low this year, barely crossed $100..

I had one last hongbao left to open....and I was super shocked to count a total of $50 inside! I've never gotten such a big hongbao for CNY before..was counting it again, and wondering if someone accidentally gave me the wrong hongbao or something..

After recovering from the shock, I was happily clutching the hongbao in my hand, then I heard God speak:

"Remember your firstfruits."

Firstfruits: Giving the BEST part of your harvest to God..

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Been having dreams past two nights..

Thursday night, dreamnt of a certain few family members...

Last night, dreamnt of a certain few friends....

Just hoping I don't dream of my cell group members or something tonight. I got enough things to wonder about..