halfway through the year 2009

It's really mysterious (as usual) how God works...

Some of the things, I have been praying about that I wrote in my prayer booklet have been suddenly 'put into motion' by God..coming to pass as I have written/prayed for..

Whoots~

Share with you all the 'annual report' at the end of the year..many breakthroughs are coming..

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I survived the challenging part of the week.....

x_X

Want to take a good rest, but I have more stuff that I need to do..

Deadlines, bah!

Battling and don't want to fall sick...

Her Diamonds

A higher transposed cover from a guy on youtube of Rob Thomas' "Her Diamonds":

2 words

Two words:

Got discipled.

Another two words:

Move on..



I love to read Pst's daily devotion/blog.
True grace of God

I believe

I BELIEVE! And the more that I believe, the more that the unseen things become more real than ever.

MEH~

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I guess I don't matter anymore?

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I bought an external HDD, finally! :D Happily backed up all the important stuff from my very cranky laptop.

I ♥ the little things.

(my laptop crashed while typing this post.)

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A harsh reality. But maybe it's one that I have to accept.

Where can I go from here?

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I highly suspect I'm PMS-ing, and I really do hope so, otherwise I don't know how else to account for sudden negativity. :/

Symphonia

One reason that I declared I would never, ever, want to be a journalist:

I can't take it.

I can't look at all the news everyday, with people dying, with all the disasters, with all the sad news, and be expected to put on the brave, poker faced front to report on it. Every day of the week, that's your job. Face all the emotional trauma and report on it.

I can't even read the newspapers without feeling sad.

Which is probably why the closest I get to it is on reporting Entertainment and lifestyle. Where nobody dies, no suffering, and its all happy stuff.

I'm not deluding myself, I know bad things happen.

But given a choice, shouldn't I be allowed to choose Not to be exposed to it every day?

Haiz.

:(

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I'm not perfect, so don't expect me to be.

Again, the bottomline: It's between God and I.

I don't expect anyone to fully understand, but I do what I do as I've always done, for ONE reason.

If you're going to be there to support me, thank you. If not, thank you too.

CHOOSING to be happy.. :)

Winter

A good bible study session today, Pst talked about things that many of us can relate to..the 'winter' season that we have to go through, to prepare us for 'spring'..

It kind of reminds me of what I just blogged recently, exactly the same..

I determine to go through this season WELL and be prepared for the great spring! :)

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I don't expect everyone to understand, but in the end its between God and I, the decisions of my life/actions I carry out. Yah...

Worth of a dream = Value of the sacrifice?

The worth of a dream = the value of the sacrifice?

Being challenged by God to give up something so very difficult to give up, very precious to me..I can think of a lot of other things I'd willingly give up, but this..super hard..

Asked God, can I have more time to consider? Cried over it..

The next night, prayed about it again, but this time God gave me a 'step by step' plan and I realised that I could handle steps..

God doesn't expect you to do things instantly, but He'll provide the 'process' and it'll be something you can manage..

It's a Process!

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It's really interesting how God works. Anyway. I'm just happy to feel that my life is aligned the right direction right now.

New and exciting things are coming~ I have new goals to work towards, hehehe...

I WANT TO GO LEARN PROFESSIONAL MAKEUP!!!!

And just when I thought about it yesterday, Mandy suddenly talks about Cosmoprof today..

I need to find out more information, save $, plan properly..

Yah, one of my secret desires..to learn professional makeup..been thinking about it for a long long time actually..I have a lot of 'secret desires' for personal self-fulfillment, just put them 'in storage' as I focused on the priorities..