Beginning? or Beginning of the End?

Noting this here so I can remember since I want to change my msn status:

lessons for self: 1.learn frm mistakes 2.dun repeat them 3.move on, stop feeling guilty 4.be new n improved frm tt day forth

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Beginning?

Beginning of the End?

Recently

New thing I learnt recently:

FB photo album has 200 photos per album limit!

Anyway, have uploaded all my NDP 2009 photos (217). Will share some here when I have time. Yup, went live parade..Awesome parade!!! :D Best I've ever experienced in my whole entire life!

Recent realisation:

More and more of my time is being 'booked' and demanded for..I need to schedule an appointment with myself, for myself..sigh..:(((

I really need some rest....a break from doing Anything, and from meeting other people's needs..my tank is running on super low..

Refill me, please?

Looking for....just some nice, quiet time spent with the right person/ppl, at relaxing pace..not whole crowds and full of activities......very tiring to entertain so many people every time lei..

Anyone want to sit quietly with me, with a cup of coffee and quiet idle talk at relaxing pace, or just to enjoy the silence and be content to just 'nuah' in each other's company..?

Despite this being the start of my holidays, I feel so stressed and worn out still (and actually even more so)..

Recently:

Wishing I can control situations, and determine or predict outcomes, but I know everything is unpredictable, and Only God can control...

Having a little more faith in God..

Having a little more belief in that things will always work out for the better, and that all situations are useful to my life whether pleasent or painful..

Erm, off to try to catch 30mins of sleep before getting up to get ready for morning pm, day 3..sigh, i forgot to stamp my booklet for tuesday...argh......oh well....