I want to chill

I was at Lunar on Wednesday night, technically to work (attending the Y2J mini-concert). But took the opportunity to chill with my drink, when I got bored. I want to just chill..sit back and not think, to drink and chitchat with friends...but that's not the theme of the day for me this week, I guess..

Then I forgot Wednesday = Ladies night, and right after the Y2J set was done, all the skimpily dressed and shiny sequined bartop pole dancers took over the stage. o.O

I have to say though, that was the most entertaining part of my day. HAHA!

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Been crashing SOT for the past couple of days, for the book of Romans teaching. We learnt the history and context of which Paul wrote the book of Romans, and went indepth verse by verse into chapter one and two so far. (and somemore things Pst talked about which I won't elaborate here)

Obviously, EXCELLENT sessions. :D

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I guess that's just something I have to accept, and 'immune' myself against.

Merry Christmas, Mr Lawrence

One of my most favourite songs of all time ever ever ever, if not Most favourite ever ever ever, "Merry Christmas, Mr Lawrence" by Sakamoto Ryuichi (IMO one of the best composers in the world):



I also like all the remixes made since, and even Utada Hikaru's version too, hahaha.

Go and listen to Sakamoto Ryuichi's other arrangements, such as the very famous "Say U Love Me". :)

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I'll find my way.

Listening and figuring out what God wants me to do next..

The challenges are just beginning, I guess..

Everything in life lies in 'decisions'. Decisions determine us. 'No decision', is also a decision.

I have one week holiday next week (don't ask why my school is so weird), just right for me to figure out where I'm standing now.

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I got what I asked for?

Fighting battles - Begin!

Had an awesome time serving in performance choir for the weekend. Fun fun, plenty of new experiences! And plenty of hairspray in my hair that I had to wash out..x_X

Would really love to join, but not at this season..in the future I guess? Right now, I have other things to focus on for the moment..

Am currently feeling slightly overwhelmed..mostly cos of school..barely started one week of it, and I'm feeling a little lost..must figure out what I need to do, and do it!

I will figure it out! I know that I really need to fight major battles this week, to catch up in my readings and not to lag behind in my essay deadline (though its one month away). Start early is always good! :)

First time in my life, I actually had to take PINK panadol..was majorly in pain today, nearly couldn't leave my house..super duper pain in expo also, thank God for well-equipped ladies..

This is crazy man..I've never been so 'jialat' that I had to take PINK panadol before..grrrr..

Get thee behind me, devil!!!

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Oh yah, by the way. I got a 'Distinction' for one of my modules. :) Just left with finding out the results for one more module from last trimester..

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I wish I could get more PAY....more PAID assignments, with the PAY coming in to my bank asap..so much 'incoming' but none reached yet..Where's my pay????

I already fulfilled my building fund, so its not really urgent, just for myself to eat/shop/etc..but still..

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-I Will not be afflicted by my back pain such that I can't wear the gown this weekend for performance choir! ROARRRR
-I will not be affected by any problems such as breathing difficulties when I sleep!!! ROARRRRRR
-I will not be affected by the devil or his ways in any way!!! *Ignites~!!!!!*
-I will conquer my school work as well! I will be super duper amazing in every area of my life!

DIE DEVIL DIEEEEE go away and stop disturbing me. *kicks the enemy back to hell*

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Today's cg message: Visualising and Realising your dreams.

I'm going to run hotter and hotter after my dreams. The desires of my heart. How much you want it, the more you should run after them, do what it takes.

I'll do what it takes.

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I asked God for an answer, He gave me an answer, and now I guess I'm still trying to accept the answer.

breathing difficulties

Last night, I couldn't sleep, and I had breathing difficulties. It was really, really bad. I was really struggling to breathe, and I was half thinking if I'd have to go hospital, very afraid.......oh my goodness...I don't have asthma, so it was really weird...just super scary..

Then, went for cell group just now, MJ out of the blue said he couldn't sleep last night, had a lot of breathing difficulties, like gonna have asthma attack....

Same as me...

hmmm

My health is being very attacked recently. My back pain has suddenly been recurring just this past few days, and its really PAIN..(two years ago injury from cheerleading)

This weekend must be super SHIOK man..

Never judge

Never judge someone, for any reason.

All you see is what remains, the scars of their past, their flaws, their bad side, or what you Think is their bad side.

And maybe you know what they used to be.

You may see the After, you may know the Before, but how often do you know the In Between?

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Intended to go running today, but too lazy..

Laptop keeps crashing..sian..

No comfort food at home..sian x 2..(tempted to go buy my faves..midnight snacking anyone?)

I need new clothes..but not the right time to go buy..

Eeek, I'm beginning to sound like such a couch potato..Noooooooo.....

School reopens next week, which will end this sedentary lifestyle of mine!!

Now I remember one reason for drama ministry..helps me lose weight..=X (but I'm not involved in Mothers' Day production..)

Been thinking about a lot of things this week....

Keeping the dream alive

My laptop keeps overheating, having the blue error screen of death, and I can only switch off the main power via the power plug to restart it. It could be due to any (or a combination) of the following:

1. There is something wrong with my laptop.
2. The weather is so hot that its affecting my laptop too.
3. I am pushing my lappy too much, working too hard/too long hours until lappy protests and KO...

Available solutions:

a) Get it fixed
b) Buy new laptop
c) Stop working so hard

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I am in ♥ with this song, :



'Love Story by Taylor Swift, meets Viva la Vida by Coldplay - Piano Cello'

=)

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Thank you God, I just finished my work..

dreams..

There's still so much more I want to achieve. I'll share my dreams one by one,

hopefully if you're still sticking by me when I'm halfway down the yellow brick road.

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Soprano outing today at Sentosa was great! Had fun with the girls, and Idy's dog.